i'm not crying, you're crying (Tsumihoroboshi edition)
12/12 - holidays are the worst time of the year because i am constantly expending all of my mental capacity trying to convince myself that suicide is bad. i believe my own thoughts less and less each day, but i think the point of living is to teter on the edge of being just delusional enough to fit in, and not so delusional that you alienate yourself from the general population.
28/11 - nothing super interesting to post. want to go on more hikes. took these photos on the weekend.
21/11 - overthinking and rarely leaving my house outside of work is increasingly getting the better of me need to make more of an effort, but most days i feel too mentally preoccupied to plan anything.
"... the modern poet is not a seer or public spokesman, like Victor Hugo, Wordsworth, or Pope, but a social misfit, a poète maudit, cursed and ostracized because of his committment to poetry" (excerpt from Paris Spleen, by Charles Baudelaire)
SLEEPKNOT - OBLADAET
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09/11 - i've seen this section of words from Leif K-Brooks posted everywhere, so i'm doing my part as well:
07/11 - sundried brain. something about how i am spending my time on the internet lately feels empty and alienating. hollow algorithmic posting, "content creators", influencers grifting. the internet should exclusively be for non-monetary fuckery and 2007 era drug forums.
Aneurysm - Thou
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